Timetable~

Timetable was out ~
Next week start study lu...
how i feel?
Feel abit Excited~
as No need stay at hometown here.....
feel so boring during weekday~
If go out late sure my mummy dislike~
but stay at home feel so boring .....

In this short sem break...
i was thinking a question
this Question was appearing long time in mind
but finally i get the answer le
the Question is...:study better or work better?
the answer is....both oso got benefit ...haha....

During study Time sure more enjoy than Work......
During Work time sure will more san fu but got MONEY
so i should appreciate stdy time during stdy
wat i hope is ...:can pass ACCA on time in this 2 year
and get a gud job after study~
Firstly,sure wanna get exprience ...........
without Exprience,no ppl willing to hire with high salary~
so need to learn exprience 1st.....

After sem2,there have a training session...
But the condition is need to pass all the subject in Year1,otherwise,training is not encourageable~
wish i could pass all the subject lorrrrrrrrrr.....


Nxt semester need to study 3 subject~
have to stdy as well as possible~
tat's wat i promise myself~
MUZ DO IT~

我与他的一个晚上

真的好久都没吃sushi了
这也是第一次和他吃~
好久都没有和他单独的出外面了~
我们8点出发
到了金宝差不多8.30pm
我们俩都很饿了~
他order了套餐
而我就吃那些一碟碟的~
在那我们谈了很多很多~
真的好久没试过这样和他聊天了~
感觉好轻松哦~
嘻嘻~

吃完了
我们就去喝茶
因为还有一班朋友要到金宝钓鱼
那个地方叫“西湖”westlake~
还记得以前在金宝念书时
都会到那儿
那边的环境
那边的风景
蛮好的~
也是良好的拍拖性地~

我们喝完茶后
就到那儿和其他朋友会面
那儿有好多人钓鱼哦
心里想：曾几何时那儿变了钓鱼场啊？
我还见到一位叔叔钓到一条很大条的鱼哦~
而我的朋友的鱼杆却无动于衷~
可怜的~

在那儿让我勾起了一点点地回忆~
去年的生日，是在那儿度过的~
我曾经的他
在我生日的那一天
为我放烟火叻~
嘻嘻~
感动死了~

人好多哦~

他们的鱼杆~好无聊噢~

我与他的影子~靠得很近吗？其实不是啦~

毛毛哦~嘻嘻

到了12点
我与他先回家
而其他朋友还继续钓鱼~

和他的感情
已经到了很深的兄妹感情
曾经有多喜欢他
现在已竟没有了
对他，就像哥哥一样看待
没有什么特别的

Boring Monday

today is monday

i feel so boring

today wake up at 12am

after bath,then go eat

after eat,then go play with my baobei...

my baobei so notti~but so cute^^

after playing with my her,i went to POPNET on9~~

tat's wat im doin now

seinzzzzzzzzzz....

Laz nite i went out with my fren....

we long time no c le... stil rmb we alwys hang out during our collage time ~hehe

we went to SG8

at 1st im planing to go VooDoo...but there have no ppl..

so we change place to SG8

i had called KY and PY to cum out....BUT they din cum out.....

so juz me and Mau

juz 2 of us........

we reach there around 11pm....

we start drink and drink...."Heinken"

atmostphera not so high~

mayb e because of the song or the ppl there...

make me feel so boring~

after finished our drink...

we went downstair,there have a dance place provided...

many ppl dance at there....i could feel they are so high and enjoying the song~

but me and Mau juz looking around .....because we dono know how to dance ...haha...

we go there juz awhile...

then bec home le~

i reached home around 2am~

laz9 slp so well....once slp on the bed jao fall aslp lor^^

maybe i get drunk le~paiseh paiseh

working day~

Recently have to work at shop here...sienzzzz...... once wake up at 12noon need to go shop le....... during my rest time(4PM to 6PM),i will go to find my baobei puppy and play with it.. it look so cute but a bit nOtti lor... alwys wana bite my finger or feet de~ love it so much~ 2mrw have to bring it for injection .... I cut my hair le...... becum shorter liao........ wuwuuwu......
wanna keep it longer~Kiki

im planning to save money ah....
but...aikssss........but once i get money sure i will use it till empty de.......
start from now,i have to control myself to buy things le.........
and wanna save rm10k...tat's my target...haha~
so now have to work at shop and earn money...
EARN MORE,SPEND LESS~

20岁的牛一

其实真的很感激他们为我庆生~
那天的我，真的很开心
因为有朋友们一起开开心心的去吃和玩~

当天的我们~
8点才出发
去到怡保，已经快要九点了~
大家也很饿了~
我们已经plan好要去吃steambot了~
去到MP，我也很饿了~
当然是要拿东西吃~
我拿了很多料~
其实真的很浪费
因为拿那些不值钱的食物吃~哈哈·
吃啊吃啊~
我也开始感觉饱了~
所以就停止吃~
可是我最爱的冰琪零都还没吃~怎么办？
于是就等消化~
到外面走走&拍拍照~
然后再继续吃我的最爱~嘻嘻
实在太好味了~
一边吃就一边担心胖~
心里想：这次一定胖死了
可是魔鬼有出现的说：没关系啦，一年一次~
所以就算饱饱，还是照样吃~
完蛋了~~~真的长胖了~~呜呜呜呜=（

下一场会是在哪里呢？
当然是。。。。。。。。。sing k lorrr......
由于在MP大家都很饱，蛋糕就拿到K BOX切~
到哪儿已经是11.30pm了~
我们唱到2am~
其实当时的我们都很疲倦了~
我也很谢谢他们陪我到最后~嘻嘻
当时的我心想：可不可把时间停留在这一刻？
真的很不想让时间就这样的流逝~
我不愿意~
可是快乐的时光总是过得很快~唉！！！

唱啊唱啊~
不知不觉就到了1点多了~（感觉像唱了一下下）
我刚认识的三姐妹说要回了~
因为啊妈打来了~
所以很快的，他们就回去了~
当时k房变安静了...........
我们还是继续唱到2点钟
然后才回家去~

回到家已经是3点了~
真的超累的~
可是拖到4点才睡~

我的生日就这样的过了~

cut the cake~kiki^^

play play there~acting to kiss~haha^^

my favour ice-cream~

make a wish 1st~~~

3 sister and me~

all my frenzzzzzz.........thank~

mou mou and me!

my choc cheese from mou mou~hehe^^

secret receipe~

me and leap~

me and will~

the food we ate~many hor?hehe^^

MP=moven peak~the place we had our steambot~

HappY 20th Bufday~

Wow....19 year old is changed to 20 year old lu......so fast~

today is my bufday,but nothing special....

as to day is saturday,sure have to work at shop....aiksss...

bufday still have to work=(

BUT,luckily today i work half day onli ,becoz wanna celebrate my 20th bufday wif fren soon~

wanna go for movie and steambot ...goin to eat many many foods~

laz nitez i had received many wishes message from frenz............

feel so touch nia~hehe

thank for those who remember my bufday's frenzzzz....

thank a lotzz.......

laz night chat wif Terry ...

who is terry?

terry is.............a guy who i Know from OsIm...

last nitez 12am sharp ,he sing a bufday song to me~hehe

except thank ,i have nothing to say le...

we chat many things........

we chat until 2am..........(actually im very tired le)

after end call,i go bed immediately~

but my brain still function there...........OMG

recently cant sleep well nia~

dunno wat is mind thinking about?

eventhough im tired,but my brain still wanna funtion....

p/s:Is heading to epoh for steambot soon~enjoy ya~kiki

update soon

my cute cute puppy...

my cute cute schanuzer......
called "Coco"

im carrying her....so cute
love it so much..
muaxxxx.....

i edited for her....kiki

as this sem break so free
so today went to kmpr bought a puppy(actually planned b4)
this puppy cost Rm1200.
maybe u all will say i waste Money
But............i dun think so.........
although it is expensive,but it worth to me.....
tat's y i buy it.............

as my mum dun let me take care of it
so i asked my fren to take care of it
about the maintenance cost
he said he will support it^^
hee.........
but i will miss her crazily.........

真爱难寻（part 2)

.......
昨天和Karpui聊天
很自然的就谈到她~
其实每次回到金宝
都会想起她~
她和我在一起127日
在这段日子里
我们度过了甜酸苦辣
其实到现在我也不清楚分手的原因
也许是第三者的出现
她，很快的就找到了她的爱人
我当然也只够祝福她 ~

那一段情是最深刻的?
我答：就是和他的那段情
因为她留下了很多回忆给我
可是如今的他
却不愿意把我当成朋友.............
不过没关系
反正我已经把她放下很久很久了
所以也不会觉得伤心

爱情
这东西没道理的
也没有分性别的
没有分年龄的差别
最重要的是俩都有爱着对方的心

现在的我~
再也都找不到那份感觉了~
真的找不到了~
那份特别的感觉~
到底去了哪里？
可能是因为怕受到伤害~
所以不敢再碰爱情~
可能是因为要好好求学~
所以不敢寻找爱情了~

现在回想起，还真的蛮还念有他的日子~
有时想不通
真的有股想找回TB的冲动
明知道这条路是很难走的~
可是却很开心
因为在他们的身上
我才找到真真的自己

可是每当顾虑到家人朋友
有时焦虑的时候 ~
唉~
你要我怎么才好 ？。。。。。。。

真爱难寻（part1 )

*爱情*
这复杂的爱情~
让我受了不少的伤害~
所以对于爱情，我真的完全失去了信心~
在爱情的路上，有谁没有受过伤呢？
有人说：伤越深，就是爱得很深~
也许这段情你付出了很多很多，可是却得不到什么回报~

对我而言，爱情=火
小时候，妈妈常说：“别玩火，很危险的”
所以每一段感情，我都很小心翼翼的选配偶~
如果真不喜欢对方~
就应该和对方说~
而不是玩下去~
因为不想到头来连朋友也没得做~
这些事，说就容易
办起来，比登天还要难~哈哈

我过去的爱情，实在太多了
就连朋友问起，你拍过多少次拖？
连我自己都答不出~哈哈

继续........

今天一整天都对着电脑
等等就要回家咯
回到家一定会闷死
呜呜呜

其实现在满疲倦的
可是又不想睡
在等golow考试载我回家

最近不知道怎么搞的
每当躺在在床上就连想到很多东西~
有的没的~以前的现在的以后的~都一直在我脑海里徘徊~
感觉好烦叻~
假期应该是轻松的，不是吗？
为什我却。。。。。。。。
也不到该怎么形容？ 此时此刻的我 终觉得闷闷不乐的啦。。。。。。。。。。




我的心就像天空一样的
灰灰的~

金宝的一天~

好久没回来金宝了~
还没回来前，有一点期待的感觉~嘻
但回到来后，只是想待在朋友的家，不想外出
也许是太累了吧
由于约了朋友喝茶，所以10点多就出去~

先先约了很久没见的朋友，就是以前中学同学~
我们先到Ghany Mamak~
由于是下雨的关系，所以我们就逼不得已到KP的家
继续聊天~
聊啊~聊啊~不知不觉就到了12点多了~
时间过得很快
SY说要回家了
不然她男朋友会骂喔~
（都不知道是真是假？）
哈哈~

这位美女就是...........swee yee 我的中学同学 也算是我的死党 嘻嘻~

他就鼎鼎有名的karpui 啦~哈哈

载SY回家后，我又继续另一场~
就是和KY& Jason喝茶~
Ghany实在太多人了
我们根本就找不到一个空位
唯有到v-tech门口喝茶~
一点喝茶的感觉也没有~

我凌晨3点才回家
真的很疲倦了
回到golow家
他都已经睡了
我觉得很不好意思叻~
他睡地上，让我睡床~
辛苦他了。。。。
哈哈

对于金宝
感觉好像陌生了
不再有那份熟悉的感觉了~
不过还是觉得kampar比较有读书的feel~哈哈

心情低落=(

This blog suppose post laz 9 de...but there was no line....hate!!

今天星期六
原本心情好好的
就是因为一通来电
我就这样的哭出来
是谁打来？
就是妈打来
好日都不会打来的她，就知道她一定是问我为么考完试还不回家
其实早就料到了

她一打来就问：为什么还不回来啊？？？(很不爽的语气)
我就说我的朋友还没考完，她一人在这里罢了。。。。。。。这句话我重复很多篇了，可是她依然不相信。。。。
她从来没想过我需要的是什么？
我要的只是一点点自由
她却不给我。。。。
为什么？
我在这里比在家里感觉好多了。。。
因为在家我肯本就feel不到“家的温暖”
一点也没有
因为每次回到家
就是要到店里去帮忙工作
有时我真的感到很疲倦。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
从KL回去，隔天就要到店去做工
做到晚上，洗澡，睡觉
到第二天，重复同样的一天
分别的是
我乘六点的火车回KL。。。。。。
难道回到家就只有“做”罢了吗？
晚上像和朋友到远一点的地方喝喝茶，聊聊也不行！！！！

我承认我以前的确很调皮
不过人是会变的
可是在他们的心中
我还是那么的调皮
那么的samseng
我的心真的伤透了
就算我多努力读书
多努力的考取好成绩
也没人会欣赏
就连我几时有考试，我有多压力，他们也没曾理过。。。

谁不相信我也不重要
连亲身妈妈也不相信自己的孩子
未免太讽刺了吧？

自小我妈就很偏心
因为它比较疼我姐和我弟
我......可以说是没人疼
因为我都是奶妈顾大的。。。
而我姐和我弟是她亲手顾大。。
我也没有埋怨过什么
因为我已经习惯了。。。。。
只是希望她能够对我改观
我也有感受的~~

我就是不喜欢回家
朋友们每次回hmtwn时，都会很开心的说：yeah,有的回家咯！！
我心想，回家真的那么开心吗？哈
也许吧！！

无论如何，她也是我妈
所以我也没顶撞她
只是希望她能对我改观
不要就这样盼我死刑，可以吗？
我当初学坏的原因是因为我觉得朋友才能给到我快乐和幸福
所以我才到外出去寻找我要得自由

好啦，写到这里
累了，要睡咯
明天去金宝
后天回Tualang~

but i haven finish pack my thing nia......
so lazy to pack it.........
who can help?haha
tomolo pack ba~
since im tired now le.....
Gud Nitezzzzzzzzz

Happy 20th birthday^^

Time pass so fast.....my bufday juz around the corner............19th Sept Since there was a sem break soon,most of my fren will not in KL during sem break,so they celebrate with in advance........ Ho Ma and my bufday can say very near..so they plan to celebrate together......

Ho Ma and my bufday cake.....yummy yummy!!!

~my bufday gift from Ho Ma^^
it called MilK miLk.......
hehe.it looks so cute,right?

4 of us--->Leng Lui
the two gal from left hand side is naughty gal.....
who is the organiser for this bufday celebration...
this 2 gal cheat us tat they wanna rush bec to Penang,actually they are NOT,
and wanna give us surprise
but,wat i wanna say to them is---->
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!
even im tired tat day....
but i felt so happy ^^



"make a wish"

1....2....3
hoiiiiiii.......the candle goin to be snuff



our bufday gift.......
Ho Ma get HipPo and i get shirt



all my clazmate^^
Thank all of U.......love ya~~


Delious!!Yummy yummy!!!

At last,wanna say thank you to all of them who celebrate bufday with me......
and the two little naughty organisers--->
Alice & Ryn Ryn
thank alot^^

终于考完试^^

last week is exam week..i didn't have enuf slp as my mind full of the things i had read............damn excited bout the final exam................ ............
duNno wat i worry bout?mayb this is the 1st time i take this final in the new environment ~maybe im not used to it..............
这次真的考得很差！！我真的没有信心对于这次的考试！！因为实在太烂了！！
for the english paper,i cant finish on time......make me so angry and i felt wanna cry on it at the time wanna pass up...........but at the end,my eyes became red le.........
i DUN WANT FAIL!!!!!
for the Taxation,my answer mostly is WRONG!!!!as i so careless due to lack of sleep....
Do u know i bed on wat time tat nite?and wat time wake up?
let me answer it....
tat is bed on 3am ake up at 6am...
Normally, im the person who muz get enuf slp otherwise my brain cant function!!!!
tat's ME...
tat's y tat day my brain reali tired and sleepy........didnt read the Question carefully and i had overlooked the end of the period .....wuwuwuwuuw....=(

but it was past,i had promise myself tat i should study hard in the cuming sem^^
muz try to do homework...(normally i oso din do it)
and wanna be more hardworking lor.......
as i wanna get better result...hehe^^