NoTiTle~~

erm....seem many day din write blog le...ntg special 4 me to write....+ lazy to write....hehe....
i bought a new handphone on laz Friday,the model is sonu erisson w705...it costs rm1030...actually i was wondering to change my hp such a long time ago...wait till June onli get it....
last weekend went to Kawen there,stay at there 2days...went on Friday,bec on Sunday....the purpose i went there is open a supline 4 her gf....so both of them calling each other is FOC 1...laz friday i had bought 3 clothes branded Bossini....i feel comfortable when wearing it...hehe...like it so much...kiki...
2day v were having Taxation tutorial claz at 10am till 12noon...
During the Tax claz,the tutor reali torture us ....ask us to explain in full sentences wo...realli dunno how to answer his Question...as ky n me os forgot to bring the Public Ruling to college,so cant get wat he said....in addition, the way he spoke quite speedy...when he asking us Question,none of us dare to answer,as he is quite fierce....then he answered by himself in a very quick way...then all of us laughing....
As a conclusion here,i dislike the tutor loh!!!herg!!!if can,i wish to change to another group which teach by our lecturer--->Micheal Yeo....
Need to study the Public Ruling...the sentences nid to memorise as well....haih....starting to get stress le....=(
2mrw have Eng discussion....but i cant get any information lo....damn shit!!!
gonna to do it soon....have to think it n create by myself le...
write till here 4 2day.....

Eyes pain pain!!sob~4 June

My eyes damn pain from yesterday till now....haih...make me not comfortable at all....
Once i wink my eyes, it makes me pain pain...sob sob~
2day oso have 1 claz only,the subject is Financial Reporting...As im interested in Accounting,so i think it is ok 4me....hehe..it study about FRS101....actually still have many FRS are waiting 4 us to study....
this subject quite unique,as wait till nxt sem only sit for final exam....
mean have rmb all the FRS untill nxt year Jan/Feb....wish can pass this paper as well....
Erm....goin to hv a ENG presentation ....so have to do research n get some information....i as a financial manager in the presentation ,dunno wat should i do....damn blur nia....next tuesday hv a discussion bout tat...
I feel tat i becum so lazy le....aii....dunno how to push myself to study?dun even have a look at tutorial Question....y?Y?y?hate lazy....
when onli i will b hardworking woh??
kla,nothing to write le....
continue soon.....

2nd day~

2day is my 2nd day of havinh tutorial claz....
juz have 1 claz 4 2day...so can say FREE la...hehe....
2day we were having taxation at 10am to 12noon....
As i did't do my tutorial,when sir ask me question,i was anwsered wrongly....so bad!!
our sir speak quitr speedy,cant really get wat he say if din pay full attention...hehe..so hv to pay full attention in order to score weel in tiz subject....
After claz,ky,py n i went to setapak to pay our tution fees....total fee is RM1951.00..
this is the 1st time i pay tution fees...because last time i got scholarship when im studying in diploma....as i cant maintain the CGPA...so i fail to continue it!!
after paying our fees,v went to have our lunch...then walk around the setapak area...many stalls there,unlike Melati Utama,a few stall onli....
I bought some stationary and fruits ....as Melati cant get these things...dun ask y choose here to stay...i have no idea bout tat....mayb this place look peacefully....unlike wangsa maju or gentingklang,there are too busy for me....
v get bec at 4.30pm....now wanna zap my notes le.....but lazy to pack it nicely....
2day my mood better than ytday....mayb my mood is affected by the subject....hehe...
kla,write till here...to be continue soon....hehe....

Our Memory！甜甜的~

在KL还不到一个星期就回hometown了。。。。。其实我也是临时想到要回的啦，因为想到留在KL都没东西做，所以犹豫了一下下，就决定乘9.45PM的火车回金宝。回到金宝已经是凌晨12点了，等Jason来载我。等了20分钟才来的他，害我一人在那等。。。怕拍的我。。回想起也恐怖。。那晚我在他的店过了一夜。。那晚的我们就好像还没分手似的。。和他一起的感觉也满舒服的。。。第二天，我也是时候回家了。。但我拖到10点半才回家。。。因为我舍不得他。。。哈哈。。。
第二天我们睡到1点多起来，之后2点他就要开工了。。所以我也乖乖的待在他的店。。直到6点多，他看到我很闷，他就叫我去睡睡，8点会叫我起来。。因为他和他表弟要去kampr club打桌球。。。我一睡就睡到8点15分，他竟然没叫我起来。。。害我起来后看不见他，我就感觉怕怕的。。然后我就赶快出去找他。。还好他在。。。不然我的眼泪也应该会流出来。。之后等他换了衣服，我们就去载他表弟去kampar club...在那边，我看见他好像找到了自己的世界似的，因为他真的很开心。。。忘了拍下他打桌球的照片。。。不知道还有没有机会看他打桌球了。。。我在那等到10点多，我朋友来载我回督亚冷。。。回到家，真的很想念他咯！！原来想念一个人的感觉心里是有一种麻麻的感觉的~好痛苦哦！
等了2晚，我又回金宝找他了。。。昨天我6点多会去找他，因为我即将乘5.00am的火车回KL...所以在他那边又过了一晚，其实也没什么睡啦。。3点才睡，睡到4点半就起来了。。然后他就载我和KY乘火车咯~临上车前，我要他亲我一口，他也很勉强的亲了我一口。。有一点点不舍得的感觉咯。。。不过我也很清楚知道我们是没有可能再在一起，因为我们都不信任对方...

Totally Lost!!

2day is 1st of June....is a gud starting of everything...By right,2day is the 2nd week of my advanced diploma started....mean 2day is my 1st time having tutorial claz...damn boring in the ENG tutorial claz...v start our claz at 1.30pm then end by 3.00pm....at 1st,i got listen to her,but afterward,i realli cant concentrate wat did she talking bout....so i becum so blur in tat claz...my homework for eng is find out the responsibilities of a member.....actually im lazy to find it out...haha...but wed have to get the information bout tat le......

Kit ying and I are in group13 now...cant change to another group...aii...not reali like tiz group...maybe v still dunno each other yet....hope can adapt it soon....Group think of him....13 every monday start claz at 8.00am....then every friday end claz at 3.30pm....at 1st i tot can go the claz which friday no claz de,mean if wan bec hmtwn oso can bec earlier....but now NO LE.....becoz change claz are NOT ALLOWED!!

when v finish claz at 3.oopm,v r thinking to go canteen,but me n KY oso lost our way...our college reali HUGE n luan!!!cant find the canteen out....finally,after walk here walk there for half an hour,v found the canteen le....then hv our lunch thr....after eating,v went to but bus ticket at Block A....quite far away from other block...aii....damn tired in the TARC!!

2mrw goin to pay the tution fees....after paying the fees onli can get to make the ID card...2mrw got 1 claz onli....hehe...seem quite free ...start claz at 10am till 12noon....Anyway,wish can hao hao xiang chu with all the clazmate....tat's all....

被背叛的感觉:-(

原来被心爱的人背叛的感觉是那么的痛。。。我的心痛的无法呼吸!!!
why u want tell lie?why u want betrary me?do u Know wat am i feeling now??
when i saw the picture of u n her captured,my heart was split in two??....why??why??why??my heart get hurt,n my tears was streaming down on face non-stop-ly....
自从我知道你与她在一起也有半年了，我这傻瓜现在才发现。。。我真的很天真。。。以为你真心真意只爱我一人。。。但事实并不是我想象的那么完美。。。为什么老天也要这样对我？是我做错了什么吗？我不要这种痛缠纠着我。。。我不要！！
你告诉我你没得选。。你竟然给我酱的借口，你教我怎样接收？当你告诉我其实你没离开过我的时候，你可否知道这对我是一种伤害？？我的心真的受伤了，伤得好深好深，不知道要多久才能痊愈？我也不知道我能撑多久？
当我看到你对她的好，我就会吃醋。。。因为我还是那么的爱你，我肯本就放不下你。。。我本以为我可以接受这一切，原来我是不可以的`，当我亲眼看到你们俩，我的心是那么的酸。。。甚至有一种不想活感觉！！！我再多看你一眼，我的眼泪就多流两行。。。因为看到你就等于看到了我的伤一样。。。
爱情，我撤撤底底的败了给你。。。每次都是伤痕累累的！！由于这段情，我们经历了很多很多，所以我才那么的不甘心放手！！虽然我知道放手会比较好过，但我做不到，因为我心里面还有你的存在。。原来我最爱的还是你。。我和你一点一滴的经历，她是不会明白，也不会懂！！
在第三者还没出现之前，我是那么的渴望你可以找到另一半你爱的，因为我知道我没时间陪你，当你寂寞时，我却陪不了你，加上我们的话题是那么的少~一旦你找到了她，我本以为我可以接受，原来当我亲眼看见的所有东西，我的心是那么的痛，那么的伤，那么的酸！！！如果听不见，看不见，我真的无所谓。。但当我看见了，我却接收不了这个事实。。。也许爱情本来就是自私的吧！！

2009 lu!!

Dunno y i feel so scare for the cuming exam?i realli lack of confident...when i study, i feel tat many things i seem nvr learn b4...i scare i will fail...i realli scare....now the critical subkect 4me is FM...this subject i dun und at all...coz the lecturer alwys confuse us when teaching...the firgure which she wrote on the board alwys got misstake 1...aiyoyo...so bad lo....

juz now 10 sumthing onli start goin bec kampar frm homrtwn,coz hv to look after shop lo...wait till the shop close ad onli can bec...coz my family attending 4 dinner...anyway,now feel so tired....now still thinking tat whether nxt weekend wanna bec hmtwn onot?dun realli hope to bec...coz wanna concentrate on studies lo....but if i dun bec,nobody wash towel 4me gewo...haiz....problem again...everytime once i bec hmtwn,i oso nid to work ...so charm....i think i hv to save all my time to study rather than work,rite??so i think better stay at kampar...hehe...

kla,it is time to bed le...damn tired ad....2ml hv to go claz at 9am....wanna slp le...nitez nitez....